||[Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:16 pm]
|||||my brains are boiling||]|
I'm still alive.
I keep disappearing, though. I disappear completely from myself sometimes, too. Plus, I haven't read my friends list in like a month and a half, where I used to read it every day.
Mer died. I found his little skeleton in the tank while I was cleaning it on Tuesday. It was moving like an actual fish when I accidentally ran it into the siphon, which lead my highly stressed and remarkably unstable mind to keep thinking the skeleton itself was somehow still alive. It's hard to get attached to a fish, so I'm not going to flip shit or anything.
I'm still moving sept. 1. Everyone is invited to my apartment once I move in for wine and ya know, fried chicken or something. I'm debating getting a cat. I would probably adopt a Siamese because they're awesome and pretty and easily cared for, plus not too bad with the allergies. In addition, adult cats are more easily cared for than kittens, and adopting is a good way to get an inexpensive purebred cat that would otherwise probably get limited love and attention from its foster owners and would probably die at the humane society. It will be my good deed for the year, then I can go back to being a total asshole. where I am, you know, the most comfortable.
Seeing as how I'm an asshole and all.
It's been too hot to go to class, so I've been catching up on my reading and doing stuff with InDesign and playing Tropico and going to the 7-11 for Coke Slurpees in my spare time. And last night I had Ethiopian for dinner. My life is thrilling. I'm struggling with my math daily too. This class is like, impossible. Especially if you never go. Do they still have the Math Science Resource Center at Temple? Would I be a nerd if I went there and asked them to look at my homework? Would I be a nerd if I worked at the SAC?
Would I be a nerd if I told you I love you?